Matter, Energy, and Life of Michaela A. Castello.

Tag: introspection

  • 99,999.9

    99,999.9

    Have you ever really felt like crying, and then not been able to? It’s like you have the “cry” feelings there, but then the “cry” switch is stuck in the off position. So it ends up generating a blah sort of feeling instead. Yesterday was eventful to say the least. When there’s a high lifecrap over time ratio,…

  • By the Way? I Moved.

    For my extended weekend, I packed my life into boxes and moved it from my house into a townhouse. My parents got separated and my brother and I are going to be living with my mom now. I know this is news to a bunch of my friends; sorry about that. I’m not really into talking about…

  • And a Merry Christmas

    It’s Christmas Eve folks. It sure seems like the time between Thanksgiving and Christmas gets shorter every year. How come September through November seems to take such a long time, and then Thanksgiving comes around and it’s already Christmas? At least this year I was a little more prepared, despite my wrapping of presents yesterday. Here’s something to…

  • Me: 1 Life: 3

    Or maybe, “one step forward counteracting three steps backward.” Today was going well this morning. Really, it was. I talked to Rachel for a little while, ate breakfast, and got all kinds of questions answered in my Chem class. I felt so prepared for Wednesday’s exam, I thought about taking it early. Yesterday, I spent quite a bit…

  • Vicious Cycle: Helpless

    Parents are the masters at creating vicious cycles for their kids.  I can’t stand it. For some reason, they think that because you’re better off then they were at your age, you’re somehow getting a wonderful deal. I’m sorry, but that sucks. Parents don’t realize that the world changes between their time and ours. And if you had to work…

  • They Didn’t Hate Me

    That would be referring to Rachel’s relatives, the ones I got to meet this past weekend. It was rather interesting, especially since most of Rachel’s family hadn’t seen these people in a good while either. Her grandma was cool, and her aunts and cousins seemed alright. Rachel and I and a few other members of her immediate family…

  • /This Being Human Business

    When did I get asked if I wanted to have the wonderful human ability to screw things up? Why do I do the things I don’t want to do and forget the things I wanted to to do? How is it that I can only hurt the people I love? It’s called being human and it’s incredibly…

  • And yeah…

    Traveled to Pittsburgh this past weekend with my mom, Mark and Rachel to visit my grandparents and Grove City College. It was great being with Rachel and seeing my grandparents again. I was all angsty though so that kind of stinks. I was getting upset at things that weren’t really big deals because of other frustrations that were…